14 days project – explanation post

I usually don’t double and triple backup my writings. And therefore i often loose all texts that I’m writing. This one i almost lost but thank god for WaybackMachine! 14 days is my cycle of poetry i wrote in probably darkest time of my psyche. It is meant to be read from biggest day number to smallest. Start from day 14 to day 1 for story of me, waiting… Read more14 days project – explanation post

Day 14

Why it can’t be done already?Why life turns into slow motion always when you want to jump forward? Drips of sweatDrops on my foreheadHeavy coat of silence is broken only by gentle waggle of my fan.You need no heat to get burnedYou need to just open mighty gates of your inner hell And I’ve opened them widelyAnd I’ve dived deep into my inner hellMy Inner hell that is scorching… Read moreDay 14

Day 13

Why it can’t be done already?Why life turns into slow motion always when you want to jump forward? Drips of sweatDrops on my foreheadHeavy coat of silence is broken only by gentle waggle of my fan.You need no heat to get burnedYou need to just open mighty gates of your inner hell And I’ve opened them widelyAnd I’ve dived deep into my inner hellMy Inner hell that is scorching… Read moreDay 13

Day 12

I… Am… So… Fucking… Tired… I live in a world that don’t make any sense I’m tired of this place and it’s making me tense I’m tired of ratings and evaluation systems I’m tired of wise numbers that are making our financial systems I’m tired of burden of crashed dreams I’m tired of back pain that won’t go away I’m tired of smartpants that ALWAYS know best I’m tired… Read moreDay 12

Day 11

When I walk alone, abandoned roadWhen I sing a song with my inner voiceWhen I jump around and feel myselfWhen I thworp my fan in dramatic wayWhen I go, because I don’t want to sit anymore I always have my light close I’m not afraid to lose my wayEven in the darkest placeI always have my light turned onAnd I’m not afraid to go on But always when I… Read moreDay 11

Day 9

I wish that I had dreams like normal personI wish that I were a normal person I wish that I could go to see a movieAnd don’t take murder personal I wish that I could travel somewhereAnd don’t be scared about wildlife…In the middle of metropolis I wish that I could hugAnd not feel tense that someone will yell at us I wish that I could spend one day… Read moreDay 9

Day 10

Sometimes life gives you lemonsSometimes life gives you hamsterYou just need to face your demonsSo take rodent and good plaster Go and find your local priestSmile on beast and then descendTime to start delicious feastSo shovel hamster deep hind end Every story needs a moralSo this will be no exceptionWhen you think about my assPlease make sure that you have factsCause if next time I see your mouthTaking off… Read moreDay 10

Day 8

I stand in a roomAnd there are a million doors They lead to adventures, endless possibilities  Some cover fortune and some cover doom So, I have all these doorsAnd all the possibilities And yet I always find fear I have all these doorsAnd all I can get is uncertainty I see other people walking through their doorsAnd they find carelessness and fun I open next doorAnd all I get… Read moreDay 8

Day 7

What if? What if I would pick a different dessert? What if I would go in a different direction? What if I would stop thinking too much? What if I would never listen to this one song that I now have on repeat? What If I would somehow get a revolutionary idea? What If I would be sick? What if I would be healthy? What if I would never… Read moreDay 7

Day 6

One can have a million friends Followers without a payment One can family have quite nice And at work tremendous team Boss that know how to inspire Or a spouse with nice, big heart All this makes up pleasant life That put curtains void inside Chastity with a mask That can put a smile on glance But have real smile forgotten He could still be laugh for others And… Read moreDay 6